I am letting go.. Its time for me to be free 

I don’t think he knows, that I wait up all night waiting for him to say something. I want to hear from him. To say good night, say good morning, to say hello. It be something little but it means the most to me. Just seeing his face makes my heart skip a beat, when we stop and stare into each others eyes, its like he reaches into the soul. He knows what I am thinking, he knows something is wrong, but yet is still blind and can’t see that my shaky legs, my flushed cheeks, and nervous mouth is falling for  him every moment we spend together. But until the moment comes I’ll just be the girl next door. 

I have one chance, one chance to be free, and when I get it I am gonna be long gone and never come back.